it's been a while since i wrote anything meaningful. so eh hmmm, okay. no, i'm not about to start. and that's because that nothing going on meaningful in my life. your leaving has taken away everything good in my life. aiyah it's just that it's a weird point of my life, where i'm starting to leave behind the most useless part of it (serving 2 years in my position) and about to enter the unknown. zx asked me an unexpected qn yesterday. whether given a choice, i would choose NUS or Aust med school. my answer was cost-based. so. taking cost out of the equation, i would choose the UK. as i elaborated, i subscribe to the belief that the gathering of brains in one place has a multiplication effect. so 1 + 1 is not equals to 2. wait, that's addition. hmm. How do I ever, ever survive. so, any day, UK has a bigger such "gathering" than australia i think? simple choice then. not that i would add much to the pool, but in the case of diffusion i would stand to gain! haha. zx's so weird these days, he asks such funny questions. everybody's changing. but i also believe that some things will never change. How do I breathe without you. how do you spell incoherent? can't be bothered.